A Sand in Time

Just a grain in the hourglass of eternity. Let's roll down the narrow passage in the middle together.

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Le Moment de Verite!

Canada has been a really big help in my overall rediscovery as a person. I have somewhat found my old self once more, albeit not completely. It's been peachy keen and I must say that I feel that the tides of destiny is boding well for me.

My cousin has been a darling host. I shall repay in kind one day, somehow when my citizenship in the US will be consolidated and when I'm earning surfeit cold hard cash as well. I feel myself rising above my old self. Transcending above the worries and fleeting amid my hopes and dreams.

... I will acheive my success ...

I'm prepping myself in all aspects of my being for my move in California in a month or so. I hope everything comes in full circle. I need to reconstruct my plans into something fool-proof.

Once I step on the Californian soil, it'll be le moment de verite!!!

Thursday, July 20, 2006

Canada, BITCH.

I'm here! At last. Everything seems to be a-okay. I'm pretty much satisfied in what I have accomplished so far, but there are more gruelling tasks to be done. I needn't specify what these are.

Anyway, my cousin promised me a great weekend. I hope she means what she said. I'm so happy.

However, I better consolidate matters of consequence that I would most likely do in California for these are the things that will make me achieve greatness. Indeed, greatness is what I strive for and changing the world even a tinge is my dream.

I hope I fulfill my destiny.

I am free.

Freedom has it's responsibilities.

Pray, my friends, for my triumph.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

I'm Going to Canada

I'm going to Canada for a hiatus, then to California to establish myself.

I'm going to leave my life in New York, because I'm not happy with my mother. My Greek ex-stepdad spoke to my mother about this and found my side very reasonable.

She apologized and she agreed to let me go.

Now here I am getting ready to embark on probably the greatest journey of my life. I will be on a quest towards rediscovery. Where shall the tides take me? No one knows.

God help me.

Pray for my success.

Saturday, July 01, 2006

Another Day, Another Hundred Dollars...

I am so full right now. My mother, grandmother and I drank wine and scrabbled just a while back in honor of my newfound "stable" partime job in Manhattan. It was a sickening game. Why, you pose a query? Well, who would pit against an undisputed champion of scrabble who always used to play it when she was young until she graduated her masters in nursing? No one. My mother is a nurse practioner scrabbler whose skills cannot be debilitated by any form of alcohol. Hell, I think alcohol even augments her performance! That game was sickening indeed to the extent that even I cannot muster. Ack!

Scrabble does not require a replete know-how on vocuabulary. It hinges more on critical thinking and planning. It is somewhat like chess. Heck, I rule in chess more because it's more war-like. Scrabble, on the other hand, is more painstakingly abstract. Ugh... my defeat was disgusting. I tried my best to debilitate my mom's abilities through comedy, booze and all sorts of distractions yet none of them ever seem to have effect on her ultimate scrabbling ability points. If I shall have just bought a chess board, I shall own. Yes, I will be OWNING and PAWNING everyone in sight just as I did my friends in the Philippines. Apparently, Sun Tzu's Art of War does not quite merge with the synoptic rules and boundaries of this Scrabble.

Anyway, pathetic as it may sound, I lost two consecutive games in scrabble to an adult... ATROCIOUS!

Whatever. I shall master this game in the future, nevertheless.

Despite my ungraceful defeat in the silly board game a while back, I still managed to rise gracefully above my real practical troubles -- WORK. It was a yawner in the afternoon. Nothing much really happened except the activity of the monotonous sounds of keyboard being hit upon by impatient fingers getting anxious to finish its task at hand. But before that, the morning, was a different story.

As soon as I got in my reception desk, Dr. Verga immediately ordered me to make calls to his attorney, his patients and the like. Plus, I took a few calls from prospective patients desiring masectomy, alleviation of their post-surgery pains, re-visits and similar cases. I also had to take calls from his fellow doctors and his wife. It was a pretty interesting solo-flight for me a while back, but it did give me invaluable insight and experience regarding the world of medicine. Dr. Verga even discoursed with me about the importance of this experience on conversing with patients if I am really going to take medicine. Take for example my co-worker, Fran. She never really realized the "TRUE" meaning of "Patient" after she took this job seriously. These things that I have found myself into, Dr. Verga mentioned, isn't taught in medicine courses. He even cited his own personal background on medicine. He had to choose this course when he was still fourteen studying in France! Can you believe it? A fourteen year old boy choosing the path he's going to traverse in such an early age. I can't. But hey, Dr. Verga, my employer, is a living proof of that. I shall take his word and consider myself blessed for the invaluable experience I have found myself into.

What can I say? I feel pretty cool managing the whole office by myself. Dr. Verga practically gave me the keys of the office and left 3 hours before my eight-hour-dismissal from work. I felt so adult-ish. That's not all. I got my wage today, too. How lovely is that, eh?

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
I WRITE SINS, NOT TRAGEDIES (Panic At The Disco)

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